tsk tsk tsk

to the person who wrote those nasty comments about one of the prettiest girls for february...

hmmm
i dont even know where to begin

ok..
first, i know you are my friend..

that comment about reaching the hundred dollar mark gave you away


second, you are very good at english because of that...im sure u aint winston...and im sure i know who you are..


third, you are a good actor, acted surprised when i told you about thsoe comments

fourth, i need controversy for thsi blog, it needs to be talked about, but i dont feel good about it because it was attained at the expense od diane.

diane is a very very good friend, and i knwo she wouldnt feel good about what you wrote..

i dont know why the hell you are doing this, and fro this reaon ive decided to take out the chatbox



this is low...


i thought yu were a good friend...guess i was wrong


bye bitches!

gtoodbyes are hard to do

hmmmm


when i started college four years agho, i made myelf a promise.

i told myself not to get emotionally attached with anyone, because i dont handle goodbyes well.

id suffered enough separation anxiety from my highh school good byes, and i dont need the same amount of drama in my life...

now, looking back, i think that was a pretty easy task. what made it hard though, was that my classmates seemed to be genuinely nice. they seemed to speak my language of non-sensical childishness. they spoke my language of fun fun fun. they ahd the same devil-may-care attitude as i had. they were as spontaneous as i was. they were, in a sense, made in the same m,old as i was.


we may come from different mothers, but our relationships feel more brotherly and sisterly than our own relationships with our siblings are.

now, i just came home from my econd to the last day in school.

i remember my classmates' faces and it doesnt take long for my eyes to start getting watery.

they have been with me for so long, that i dont even know how to cope without them

i have gone back to that chubby 4th year high school guy who was so afraid to let go of his high school buddies because that is where he foudn his first barkada...

but...this time, i feel its far more deep than that. they arent just friends..they are the best friends..


they are the only one's i can share a cigarette, a lollipop or a beer bottle with without getting grossed out. they can stay in my bed even if its dirty as shit. they are comfortable enough to visit my home, even if i wasnt in it. i have befriended their families and have felt comfortable in their own little worlds.

actually, asit seems today, we no longer have our own little worlds. we m,ove in one world we have created for ourselves. everybody we know becomes everyone else's friend. my point is, weve made ourselves so much parts of each others lives that its hard to let go


but this is exactly what ill have to do..

and im quite glad i wont be having to do it alone


bye bitches!

2 days to go..and still cant feel the excitement

alright, so my strategic management defense well better (waaaay better) than expected. and i probabalya ced my taxation quiz..

its two days before my school life officially ends, but still i can't feel the excitement.

this is the time in my life when im expected to be almost jumping for joy, but nowadays, i seem to be more and more pensive.

i seem to be wallowing in the thought of leaving people behind. i find it sad to have to do that. but as everyone knows, groth comes after some pain..

and i better do a whole lotta growing, coz this shit pains me much

im not meaning to be overly dramatic, but school has been my safe haven,

i know ateneo like the back of my hand. i know everyone and befriend everyone. i love people and people are thwe reason why i still have energy to get up in the morning, and sleep late at night.

i feed off the energy my friends and classmates give me.

i am, in the truest possible sense of the word, a people-person

and i am terribly terribly saddened taht i ahve to leave some of the most amazing, wonderful personalities ive come to know


i will eternally miss

byu's smart cracks and her nasty side comments
diane's sweet getures and her almost sing-song speaking voice
jervy-who has been terribly nice (to me, noit everyone though.haha.he knows what i mean) and appreciative
arianne- who jas always been fun and wise.one of my best masahistas
kim-who cracks me up like shit
kamar-who is never pikon and has his own lil quirks
alvin-who is someone..well..i cant really put my finger on it..he has his days..and when he's in a good mood, ur in for a treat
martin-who is my "adviser". we share a strange friendship.yet i feel comfortable telling him anything
heklver-who is the shittiest friend you'll ever have. no problems with this girl..all fun fun fun
angel-my g-g-g-glamorous friend. she's very very nice, and all i can say is...people dont treat her with enough respect
adrian-he has his own quirks too.very interesting.very funny.very tongue-in-cheek
lara-eternally youthful, she brings you back to your childhood with just a smile.she's so simple..in more ways than you can think of
jenny-very very opinionated.and well..opinionated
nikka-most understanding person.ever
kk-soooo sweet. has very good memory, and is never ever judgem,ental.ever
carol- who is slightly obnoxious, but is sooo lovable and very very very thoughtful.
jobo-is the obnoxious brother ui never had.hahaha...he's really nice, and ..well..he never does me any wrong
hope--whoah.this girl is cool. she's smart, sassy, and has a dont-ever-mess-with-me attitude
dino--very sincere, very thoughtful. astonishingly, and quite surprisingly smart and wise
monet-he's the man to go to for good conversation. very smart, in a funny kinda way
thirdee-is like the older brother io never had. he may be mean to some peopel, but never to me. seems always, always sensible.
rj (ni hope)- haha..he ios very, well...opinionated. and he has his own stand on things. i dont show it but i look up to him because he gives respect where it is due. and that makes him a good man
igor-one wise cracker. i will never forget his devil-may-care attitude
eds-very very very..hmm...mysterious..noone ever seems to know what she's thinking. she gets very excited about lil things though. very simple too
joanne-quite unlike any other. but i have always respected her opinions and have always looked up to her for her determination, and for not swaying from her beliefs
nash-well..what can i say? a very very smart person. he is also fair, and well..he's just an all around good guy
jason- his devil-may-care attitude is refreshing from someone as smart as he is. always updated with current events, he's always the one to go to for movie reviews.haha
amrian-she's eternally childish, even though she's older than the rest of us. and her frank banter and impeccable, unmistakeable voice is precious
julie- if she was to be judged based on her honesty alone, she'd be my friend for life


who else did i miss?
haha
il be refreshig this soon..so dont worry

uRbAn cLuB to cAp ofF tHinGS

well well well...


i enjoyed myself yesterday..

i woke up..then went to eden nature park to have lunch..for non-davaoenos..eden is one fo the hottest tourist destinations..hahja

i must say though, that their chicken isnt at par with all their other dishes..i loved heir molo soup and their asado (really big slices) and of course, their home grown veggies

surprisingly good was their langka cake and their even more surprisingly bitter chocolate cake

anyways..i slept a few hours after that and then ate dinner in gardena fresca..their white marlin is heavenly..i suggest though that you think before you eat a whole slab of it (it gives one LBM. trust me...i should know)

also their steak ala pobre was nice, though quite tough..

and then my cousin and i went to the wheels and more drive compound to sing a few tunes in G-Mik KTV Bar. After that i wnet to world palace and sung in the common area. their sound system i really reaaly good and i think ill be addicted to singing there.

anyways..some people were impressed with anna's and my singing..so they decided to send some beer over to my table. also, they treated us in the nearby coffee shop..
i gues talent really does get you places.

anyways...by 1:30 in the morning we transfered to urban club and i decided to treat anna and her friend ryan there since they paid for everything in world palace.

and that was that..i danced the night away..went home and puked..

i think UC (urban club) is growing on me..it just might be my new favorite..

bye bitches!