Friday, February 22, 2008

almost graduation

well well well

as ive said in my last post..im back..and i hope this is for good..that is..ill have no more problems with my pc and what nots


anyways..im almost graduating...

i have a week more of classes (with shitty xams for good measure) and im pretty scared..

knowing me, im never afraid of exams (duh. professional cheater here)

i just find it terifying that im actuallygraduating

fuck and shit and al...im so old


plus...i dont even know where im going to work after all this..

also...i have this weird work requirement..i would like to land a job that would allow me to go out every saturday night..hahah...seems almost impossible in this world of cut throat competition..but what the heck im Zhaun Ortega..i ALWAYS get what i ant when i want it..


hahahhaa


and dont even give me shit about it..


i wanna enjoy my life and drinking and friends make me happy..and is it now a sin to be wanting the more exciting things in life?

again back to my point...the worst thing that terrifies me is the possibility of losing friendships..

i mean we can get together after several years or whenever but i dont think it will ever be the same without those asses i call classmates messing around everyday

hmmm..shaima is reading this as i type..hahha

checking my typos and shit..

anyways...thats that

im just friggin scared//a fuckin coward even..

shoutout to jobo..haha...my loyal reader...bwahahaha


im not sure but i think im goin to miss his oily forehead..hahahaha


eeew

and thats me being sentimental/..thats about all the emotion you could squeeze outta me


bye bitches!

Thursday, February 21, 2008

im back

im back guys..

fixed my pc and im ready to post more exciting articles and what nots....


its a week before my graduation and i know it will be (a always) bittersweet....


ill mis people

:-(

bye bitches!

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

saturday night

Here’s the deal. You are an average student. You enjoy partying more than school (duh!). You know Davao like the back of your hand. In a sense, you are me.

You’re drowning in projects, and you’re stressed like shit. You need to enjoy. Tonight, just like every other Saturday night, you’ve set out a plan. You have gathered all your closest friends and you’ve donned your fabulous gimmick outfit and you’re ready to live it up. This is your itinerary.

First, you go to the Venue Compound-- the safe haven for the “older” crowd. You choose to visit the Venue Compound first because it’s pretty peaceful, they open earlier than other party establishments and there are a lot of interesting establishments (KTV Bars, Restos, Coffee shops etc) in the area. You enjoy a scrumptious Korean Meal at Ab Gu Jung and then get your fill of local comedy at Laugh Tough while drinking the cheapest beer in town at twenty pesos a bottle. You decide to pass on the Venue bar, a huge two story building with an in-house coffee shop, a massive dance floor and a live band. The Venue bar used to be the biggest in the country, but now that your friends’ parents are regulars, you only visit the bar when Manila-based artists hold concerts there.

You then transfer to Bacbac at F. Torres Street. You order some ice-cold, gives-me-a-brain freeze, frost-encrusted frozen beer. You urge your friends who haven’t tried it to give it a taste. The beer in itself is an experience. You remind your self that this is the only way to drink beer. You enjoy seeing all your other friends and schoolmates here. Like you, they prefer to get their fill of booze and grilled fare here before moving to the Wheels and More Drive Compound.

When you get to Wheels and More Drive you suddenly feel like you’re under-dressed. You shrug it off. You remind yourself that Davaoenos just don’t care. You survey the bars. You choose from Brugger’s CafĂ© (they serve great pizzas), Hypnotiq (posh interiors and a billiard table) and Urban Club (the current crowd favorite).

You decide to go to Urban Club. You pay a hundred bucks to get in. They give you a stub for two free drinks. You take notice of the music. The DJ is serving up great music tonight, as always. You approach the bar to claim your drinks. You appreciate the crowd of students and yuppies. You realize this is where all of gorgeous Davao has been hiding. The DJ has stopped mixing some tunes. There is now a live band that plays house music. They are great. You go out to get some air and again scout the premises. Yes. This is where all the cool people go.

You look at your watch and realize it is three in the morning. You transfer to Rizal Promenade and get inside 183. They have stopped asking for an entrance fee since it is beyond three in the morning. You step inside and realize the whole bar has transformed into a dance floor. Someone grabs your ass from behind. You turn around and remember that this is the favorite cruising spot among the gay crowd. Also, there are a lot of foreigners and non-locals. You dance a little until you realize you are too sleepy. You regret not hooking up with that cutie in Urban Club.

As you lay in bed (after puking a little) you plan out next week’s schedule. You are too drunk to function. You turn the television off. You remember you have a project due on Monday. You still regret not hooking up with that cutie in Urban Club. This Saturday was uneventful.

Sunday, February 17, 2008

half a pill

half a pill of it was all i took and i felt like ive been drinking the whole night. i even went through the motions of being drunk. i flet sleepy, then i felt hyper active. i felt like throwing up and then i felt like i wanted to sit still. my ears were hearing sounds too loud, but they didnt hurt my ears. my eyes dropped like i hadnt slept for days and days.


what isfunny is that i drank on;y two bottles of light beer. and even though i felt like i was drunk, i really wasnt. i hadnt eaten in 5 hours before i took the pill. but i felt like throwing up. it was my first time doing drugs, and i had taken half a pill. between yiu and me, this was much for an ecstasy virgin,but call it beginner's luck: i didnt feel the effect right away.

there was nothing different about me except that i was totally sleepy the whole night. but i didnt let it get the best of me. i acted like my usual self. only much more conservative.hahaha

i sat still and talked a lil.

i handled it well..

and somehow in the midddle of all my partying and drinking and dancing..i realized, this wasnt bad. i didnt believe it made me a bad person. i still dont believe that. and i think if i was given a chance, id pop a pill in a heartbeat. now i call it instant drunkedness.


bye bitches!